Because of her...

Hey peeps... I'm back anyone miss me?...
Guess not again...
So bored...


Well lets talk about today...
Woke up 2+ went brush teeth then went eat...
Jiu on comp use....


Played HABBO...
Wow lots of stalkers...
Still working in EPF Police Force...
Bored no pay no rank up so I self promo to [EPF] - Officer 2C [KIDK]
But cannot let them know...
A nd the stalker still stalks me... -.-

Well gotta end here bye...

Two hearts tgt become one.

Hey peeps...
Mssed me?...
I guess no one dose at all...
Well nvm... Anyway long time no blog le hahah...
And my chinese improving YAY!!!
All thx to myself hahaha.... And of cuz Baby for teaching me abit too...
Well I am now smoking so I scared typo so if theres any sorry..
Well lets talk about today...
Morning woken up by grandpa's call...
Asked me to keeep the clothes...
Then I kept all... See I so good boy hahahah... 'BHB'
After keeping the clothes brush my teeth then went smoke...
I was bored all morning and afternoon then watch Alvin and the Chipmonks... (Ps dun know how spell)
Then watched finish watch Monga again cuz nice ttvm!
Then after that finish offed T.V and stare at blank space lying on the bed...
Then after that I forgot wad I did... Nvm forget it...
Well just now went to Ling Lings blog to scold ppl...
That Yun she scold Ling lok kuay... If Ling lok kuay she wad POLO KUAY!... Muahahahahahah...
I will never beat girls but I really wan slap Yun... Wad should I do become gay?...
Well now nothing le lah so dun care well...
I gtg bye PEEPS...
Post again when I not lazy (:

LOVE MUN HUI TTVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVM!
1 More Day to go...
Haiz cannot go santosa...
Forget it...

Why is everyone changing?

Hey everyone miss me? I guess not...
Well why is everyone changing?
Xanne she's changed...
Ling also...
Gareldine also...
I miss the fun times we had I wish all this won't have happen...
Mummy gareldine I long time no talk to her le I wonder how is she...
Ling jie also but at at least she got talk to me...
Xanne I'm not sure...
Is it because of me?
Maybe I should not have know Mummy and Xanne maybe I should not have been in this world...
Maybe they also think I'm bad?
Maybe they hate me because is me who coz all this...
I just want all of them to be happy again...
I would exchange my life for them to be tgt and happy...
I would rather die so I see Ling, Xanne and Mummy tgt again...
I just want to see then tgt happy thats all...
I wan go with them to sentosa again just for one last time and see them laugh and smile tgt...
I just wish they can see this now... And read it tgt...
God I want to exchange my happyness for them pls...

Ling pls be happy forever...
Xanne pls be pation with Ling...
Gareldine just want you to smile and not put on a fake smile...

I will try to put them tgt again...

I will bet on my life...
If I fail I want to cut and die...

Baby Happy Second Month!

Hey guys I back...
Well this post is for Baby...
Baby girl girl is not your fault that you cannot go out I know...
And I am not sad or angry I just feel useless...
I cannot do anything at all I don't know why...
You are not a bad girlfriend at all...
You are always my Xiao Guai Guai...
But I am always bad...
I'm a bad boyfriend for all I know...
You always say you make me angry this and that...
But I don't mind I will angry because...
I love you...
I care for you...
I don't want anything to happen to you...
I want us to stay tgt no matter wad and not break...
I want you to be happy...
Thats all I want...
The only thing I want back from you is your LOVE and TRUST...
Thats all I want okay...
Well I shell end here BYE BYE...

Baby Happy Second month I love you...
Sorry to make you think I am angry with you...
I am so useless...
I am a bad BoyFriend...
But I still Love you... <3

Is this really wad god wants?

Hey everybody back to post...
Well I have been reading someones blog...
I felt really sad...
Eeling Jie you've lost me last time just because of something and it hurts me and you...
But now we have each other again I don't want to lose you as a jie again anymore...
But I also don't want to see you break apart....
It hurts seeing you like this...
Last time Me, You, Xanne, and Mummy Geraldine were very happy then because of something got Me and You apart...
But after sometime we were back again but this time who broke apart was Mummy and Xanne....
Why must this happen?...
Well after so long I never talk to mummy I don't know why but last few weeks see her at school got talk to her but now no...
I just miss mummy when she give me that kind of look -.o ( Stupid Me )
Well I just miss all my fun times I had with everyone...
Why did I not keep all my friends well why...
Why must it wait till I lost everybody and become more mature to think and keep all my friends close WHY...?
Well now I just don't want see Ling apart or my other friends pls...
Why must god do this?...
Can't I take all the hurts while they take all the love?...
I rather see them all be happy then sad...
I'm already ready if I really can take all the hurt I will take it just for everyone but most for my most loved GirlFriend and Eeling Jie...
I really am ready...
Some nights I will cry when I think of Eeling Jie or my Baby...
I just don't know wad to do how to help...
I would just want to help them take all the bad things and they will take all the good things...
But I don't know how...
Well maybe is because of me everything tuurned out this way?...
Maybe its just all my fault?...
I should have been beaten to death in the first place why am I still here?...
Well sooner or later I will be gone from this world I will be the one helping them from now on taking the hurts and they taking the loves...
Well I will end here for now... Bye...

Eeling Jie pls be happy no matter wad okay...
I am always here... Pls don't fall apart...
Well Baby Mun Hui you saw my post pls don't feel bad or anything...
Don't ever cry for me is not worth it okay...
Just let me be gone...
I'm just afraid after today will there still be a tomorrow for me?...

Hi ppl

Hi all I'm back for a long time to post so long no post le arr...
Well I this few days cried again -.- stupid right?
Well I started to cry after I hear the song Hau Hau Ai Wo...
Cos when I hear I rmb all the good times I had last time and wad had happen to me now...
Well I really very sad no mood ahh... Well lets talk about today...
Today woke up around 12 plus see handphone Baby Girl Girl msged me then reply all my msg...
Then went on comp then went do all the things I need to do...
I did not went school arr haha...
so after that went use comp awhile then went eat...
Then msged msged msged...
Bored then play IMVU but still bored...
But then I made a new friend! hahah...
Then I ask her be my gan mei nor...
After that I chat with Eeling jie jie ask her want meet she say she going school take N level Math I said after that nor she said okay...
So I went bath then keep finding shirt...
Then finelly found then changed then waited for grandma to cook finish...
After awhile I went to eat...
Then when finish eating go pack my things jiu went out le...
Went take mrt but alot ppl...
Then got one stop got one guy come in the mrt he knock untill my hat then I look up I saw the guy he tall tall one then he tap my shoulder and said something I did not hear because listening to song...
But I think he said "Sorry boy" so I smiled and said is okay, then I went to msg again...
Then when reached woodlands I called Eeling she said wait under the blk so I went nor, Waited...
Then she came down then we went circle green slack it was fun we listen songs, Played, Joked and laughed then we slack untill 10 plus Eeling went find Qian Hui then I went home nor...
Then on the way I fight we Baby Girl Girl so yeah dun feel like talking about it...
But now I forgive her le...
Well shell end here bye...

Baby girl girl I really am angry just now but I still forgave you because I Love You...
I'm sorry about just now okay sorry...
I Love You Baby...
I Love You more then you think...

Wad is love can anyone tell me once again?
Why is this happening to me?
I'm hopeless now...

hello peeps!

Hi everyone is me back again...
Now I am in school the computer lap now free time so good hahah...
Well now I am like nothing to do...
I now miss Baby Girl Girl so much )':
Well today Mr Chin never come school if not my mood sure not happy one...
I am thinking about some thing now but don't know wad is it so if I know le I will come post..
Well shell end here maybe later will have second post bye...

Baby Girl Girl I miss you wish can faster see you after school
Lots of love bye bye muackxx...
13 More Days. (:

Baby Happy Birthday!!!

Hey Baby this is for you...
Today is you birthday I wanted you to have fun but in the end no body came out...
I'm really sorry I know coming out with me is boring I am just so bad...
Cos is your birthday and I cannot do anything...
I'm a bad boyfriend I know...
Well just want say happy birthday Baby I love you...
Wish you will always stay happy and most of all save...
Pls take care even if I am taking care of you...
I want you to be save cos I love you and I dun wan see you hurt...
Baby I don't mind getting hurt for you so don't worry about me ohh... (:
Baby you are the best girlfriend really I wish you were here everyday with me...
Even if you are not here you are still in my heart even if I angry, sad, moody or happy you are still in my heart...
Baby you are the best thing god ever gave me in my life...
You cared for me even if you don't show it I know in your heart...
You are the one I need really...
I love you...
Well shell end here...

Baby I love you so much I don't want you get hurt...
I have never love someone so deep in my life...
I have never done so many things that is hrad for me in my life...
And all I did was for you...
Baby all I wan say is I Love You...

NO MOOD!!!

Hey everyone back again last few days lazy post...
Wah this few days so unlucky sia!!...
Ever since I sick till now I so bad luck...
Wan me tell you wad happen?!...
1st morning wake up do all the things I always do then i spike hair...
Then went school morning already kana Mr Vik catch my hair then nvm leh after exam Mr Chin ask some of us to stay back because of hair long FUCK SIA!!!
Then Mr Chin say wad my hair too long need cut fuck sia that time just cut leh...
Mr Vik only catch I spike hair then he say Mr Vik ask me cut hair FUCK SIA!!!
Then nvm nor after school went CWP my Tu Zi keep pain sia fuck then head keep pain then no energy fuck then cannot sit and walk propely sia...
Then now I fucking fed up sia I fucking no mood sia now I tell you something...
Tmr I dun need go school cos I dun wan I dun care...
Mr Chin wan me cut hair wait long long....
Well shell end here...

Hi everyone...

Hi guys I'm back again wanted to post yest but I was damn sick lie on bed no energy to get up...
then wan eat cannot swollow dun know why then at night go see doc he said I have upper resp tract infection if you don't know wads that just come ask me... Then my temp wad 39.4 my whole body was I dun know how to say then I also got headache was damn pain so after seeing doc I went home eat but very hard swollow then only eat 6 to 7 spoon then eat my med call Baby jiu go sleep le...
Well shell end here...

Baby sorry to make you worry for me yest k but now I'm feeling abit better...
And yest thx for being with me really thx (:
Well gtg I Love You bye...

Baby Girl Girl and Dear Boy Boy One Month...

Hi everyone back...
Well going to say about today hmmm...
Woke up 7 plus see handphone msg and reply then rmb is me and Baby one month...
Then see her msg say the father dun let her go out... >.< I so sad...
The things I plan all ruin... Haiiz...
Then nvm nor... Then 9 plus msg Baby cos 7 plus went back sleep...
Reply then stay home play comp Then my tu zi tong so went toilet then went dun know how many times... ( Pain Pain...)
Then 11 plus went out with papa go out eat I never eat then go buy cigg and return CD jiu went home bath...
Then went play pool with papa and gan daddy Benny... Then lose one pay but in the end share share...
Then next went with daddy go Yishun go see his girlfriend and the friend then walk walk around...
Then jiu 7 plus walk go take bus then call Baby chat chat... Jiu reach home le...
Ohh ya and in bus I keep ask Baby say ' Wo Ne Ni Neh Neh' hahah... Laugh-Die-Mii... (:
So cute nah Baby...
Well Nothing to say le ending here...

Baby today our one month I so happy and I know all I plan the things was ruin but is okay...
Baby I promise I will be with you all the way k till we are old and die together...
And maybe we can have a family when we grow up? Hahahaxx...
Going to merry you ohh... =P
Baby we will last forever..
And I won't let anyone hurt you I promise...

Baby Love will always be with us don't worry I won't break with you even if your father don't let us be together...
Nothing will break us apart...

Baby I Love You so much...♥
Lots of kisses...♥
Lots of hugx...♥
Lots of loves...♥

Tmr Exam Good Luck to me!

Hi everyone I dun know wad to post so I will just post this...
Well tmr Exam le stress cos is chinese sure fail one haiiz...
well good luck to everyone doing exam...
Shell end here...

So Fucked up...

Hi everyone back...
Today SUX!!!
I kana cane... Fuck all because of my so called Erzi the caring boy... Fuck him upside down...
I sure beat him one nor if I dun beat him I not call Shaun...
Sa bo me some more nor sa bo see how you die after I beat you see you still dare sa bo...
After cane butt first time not pain then after that slowly like niddle poke like that sia sharp pain...
then never mind...
I waited for Mr Vik for 4 hour plus sia fuck!
Then after that Miss soloment call him and he fucking hell said let me go...
FUCK I WAIT FOR HIM SO LONG NOW THEN SAY FUCK!!!....
Then went gate find Baby then fatch her go cwp then only left me and mei mei...
I hungry then go eat... Eat finish then go walk around then went home...
I am still so fucked up now...!
Nothing to post le bye...

Baby I'm sorry today cannot pei you... Promise tmr I try pei you...
I am sorry Baby ILoveYou...

Tired...

Hi all back...
I am so tired dun even know wad to post...
Well all I know is I had fun with Mun Hui today it was so fun hahaha...
she now know my papa and mummy le... hehehe... (:
Well end here bah sorry if post too short cos too tired...
Bye...

Baby hope we can have this much fun again...
ILoveYou Baby...

Ling Jie Jie cheer up!

Hi ppl back hahah post this for jie jie...
Jie I know you very sad and stress but pls cheer up rmb I will always be here...
Rmb last time me and you were very close hahahxx I had fun going out with you last time...
I wish we will go out tgt again soon but you say that your mama say you dun wan study go back malaysia...
I last time in mrt you msg me say you going back malaysia I cried... ):
I really don't wan you go back I really don't if you go back wad will happen to me you are my only family i loved pls don't... ):
But jie I want you to be happy for yourself not for me k? Pls?...
Even if we don't really talk now of days but I still think of you as my close jie...
I really feel so stupid to think about last time...
But I have change I know how to think liao I have become mature really...
I have become a good boy you know I really wish you see me change to the good not to the bad...
Jie everything can be solved even the badess of times...
And there will be light even in the darkess of times and I am your light so I will be here to cheer you up and make you happy again k jie?...
Pls forgive me for wad ever I did last time...
And for Xanne I don't know how to help her le... ( I'm hope less)
Well jie pls cheer up and be happy k bye...
Shell end here...

Jie no matter wad your didi will always be here k... (:
Smile... (:

Everyone found thier own road...

Hi everyone...
Well nothing to say today cos forgot everything...
Well just wan say everyone I know found a life...
Wad about me?...
Have I?...
The ans is no...
Wad am I suppose to do wad?...
Is there someone to help me is there I'm so dumb... Useless haiiz...
I wan to change no matter wad I dun wan be like last time Pai Kia...
All the things I did in the past was wrong so wrong I regratted...
Mr Vik is trying to help me I am glad... Thx everyone who has been by my side but from now on I will find the path myself...
I will do everything myself from now on...
No helps I will be good and strong if I can from now on...
Well shell end here bye...

Baby I will treat you well from now on...
I won't make you sad because of me okay?...
Well Sim Wan Shaun Dylon Marcus must be strong oh...

私は自分自身を利用しています... Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...

Hi everyone I'm back all I want to say is...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...

Means I hate myself...
I am so useless... Can't do anything right...):
Forgive me bye shell end here...

赤ちゃんは私申し訳ありません...
Akachan wa watashi mōshiwake arimasen...

Just msg your father pls...

Hi everyone back haiiz so bored...
Today went school do all the same things again haiiz...
And Baby father did not see the letter haiiz...
Ask Baby msg her father she scared this scared that haiiz...
Now I very fan about something...
Well I that time ask Baby wan ton with me and daddy on sat, She said she wan but she did not told me she going out on sunday with Lao Da to sentosa haiiz...
I so fan I told mei mei she said that Baby go with me better cos is I ask first then I told her say but I dun wan I scared later Lao Da say things...
Haiiz... I dun wan because of me spoil all of them the friendship...
Haiiz... I don't know wad to do...
So should I ask Baby to come and ton?
AHHHHH!!! I don't know nah... ):
Shell end here bye...

Baby don't worry about me just let me be...
ILoveYou Baby...

Baby One last little post for you... And is the last...

Baby... I dun know if you know this but I love you so much I wan you to be with me for the rest of my life ohh... Hahaha hope you know how much I love you...
Baby I know I have been a little pervert some times cos I watch porn this and that but I'm sorry...
I grow up I really wan marry you I am not joking...

Before I know you.
Before I even talk to you or msg you I have been like where some ppl call it Pai Kia or as in gangster I did all those things I knew it was wrong but I still do it...
Then ever since I knew youis like things changed my life start to get more meaning full and I start to fall for you ever since the day I told you about something was going to happen to me and you cried... I saw how much you care for me and I knew I would be stupid to not have you in my life...
Then ever since I wanted you to be with me...
After she broke with me the malay girl I felt so sad but you were always here for me to make me smile...
When I asked you to be my girlfriend I felt so happy cos I loved you so much....
But that one week holiday if you still rmb things grow better...
You went out with me and saw Elson and he asked you if you wan me be in a gang you said no after that my life changed...
I got beaten up but it was worth it cos I said I dun wan join gang already and I did it all for you...
I wan you to know how much I love you... Thats why...
Ever since I told myself I wanted to change to be good and I tried my best...
But even now I still act abit like one Pai Kia like that I have changed...
All thx to you my Baby... I will never forget who changed my life...
And I cherish you all my life...
Baby dun ever leave me understan... Hahaha...
But I am still a pervert little boy...
SORRY...!!!
Baby I love you...

Pls tell your fathter...

Hi all back again...
Today school was okay for me...
Morning Music = Sing... And play...
Sci = Sleep cos tired like hell...
Recess = Eat then went find Baby plsy....
Art = Draw put hanna on hand. Put = Shaun and Shon...
Then waited for Baby end school cos I end first...
Meet Baby liao walk and chit chat wah... Alot of ppl see me call me Pai Kia... FUCK!....
Nvm then chit chat again then went home hahaha...
So sian sia dun know wad to do...
You know I love Baby so much neh she so cute hahahah...
And YiXin stalk me keep take my photo... Wan make albam... -.-
Saw all my pic then eeeeyer got one like gay... -.-
Nvm hahahah then say wad wan burn then put in CD I think... Wah sian...
Nvm now wan go talk to Baby le bye bye...

Baby I had so much fun time with you in school this few days...
Baby hope you tell your father soon and wish you can ton this sat with me and my daddy yours too nah...
Well Baby ILoveYou...

Love her so much...

 Hi everyone...
Well gonna start posting when I woke up...
Morning 4.30 wake up so tired off the alarm went back sleep then my grandpq came in ask me wake up...
then do all my things then went school...
Morning as normal do my ava...
then after that sci... but other teacher come in...
The teacher took the whole time till recess so happy...
He told us about his last time story... Wah last time he Pai Kia sia hahahah!!!...
Then recess time kana cake WTF they play then come make me...
Smelly sia the cake...!
Then went play with Baby...
After recess jiu MT le sleep all the way even if is LC I still sleep hahahah... Smart right?
After MT jiu math sian sia boring like hell almost sleep cos too tired...
Then end school le!!... Waited for Baby then she went to her class where thomas and friends the teacher class to end sian... then waited ohhh.... end le then slack slack jiu go home le wish she tell her father haiiz love her so much...


One day ask her marry me hahahah!!!... (:
Bye end here...

Love you so much Baby grow up marry me hor...
Hahahah... Love you...

I'm Sorry...

Baby I just want to say this Baby I sorry for wad I told you in msn that made you cry I'm sorry...
Pls forgive me... I said all those is for your own good but maybe I should have just shut up I'm sorry...
I'm so useless Baby I will cry and sad with you...
I will hate myself...
Last time all the things I did for you was worth it now I know how much I love you I hope you know too...
Baby I'm sorry...
I now crying don't feel like posting le... And maybe I tmr never go school see first bah...
If I see Baby I sure sad and maybe cry but maybe no... But sure sad...
Well going end here bye...

My Last Msg...

Pls don't leave me Baby I'm sorry...

Hi ppl going off soon...

Hi everyone back not going post so long cos need off comp liao...
Just now Baby called me cried, I so sad haiiz Baby I only wan tell you say I Love You I will always be with you no matter wad happens k...
Baby if can I wan you to live with me forever really no joke I love you so much I just can't see you sad it will hurt me alot...
Baby I now tell you k you lose water I lose Blood... K?
I really dun wan see you cry and sad if you do I pei sad okays...
Baby I will never let anyone hurt you I will take care of you...
Baby I will end here k sorry bye I love you...

Baby I love you so much pls dun be sad k?...
I will always be here...
Loves your Boii Boii...

I wan take her home..!!

Hi everyone is me I'm back...
Haiiz my Baby wan run home then I scared my Ah gong Ah ma dun wan let but my father sure no prob hahaha... But baby run home also bad time cos she wan run on tuesday wad de fuck later like very hard to make things so tmr better hahahah but is okay nah...
I asked my father if can bring my friend home then let her stay few days he say "wad friend" I told him my friend my girlfriend he say "when" I said I dun know maybe only then he say "she come liao then say" I diao... -.- hahaha...
Haiiz last time I dun wan Baby run but now is like I wan her to run more! -.- Cos every time see her like that I will heart pain haiiz... Then if she really come HOO RAYY!!! Me go work earn money help her wash shirt this and that let her get to know my father grandpa grandma and my brother then one big happy family hahahah... I know I lame nah hahahah....
But in my house still have to follow rules okay! hahahah...
If you stay at my house no shouting here and there allowed okay! hahaha...
Then eat when my grandpa tells you too... Listen to my family can le...
And if I go out you wan follow also can ohh... hehehe...
Wah wish Baby can live with me! Everyday can see her dun need see her sad this and that hahahah...
Love Baby so much!!

About my HandPhone.
Wah fucking Mr Chin still dun wan give back my HandPhone say need my father go down if he call my father he sure kana scolding from my papa one so better watch out Mr Chin...

Well shell end here bye all...

Baby if you really stay with me I won't let you get hurt from now on...
I will take care of you from now on too Baby...
My life is full of Love now from you thx Baby for all this...
BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!....

See my feelings!

Hi everyone I'm back...
Wanted say I won't post about school today...
Well Baby I just want say, You cut around four to five times right?...
So...,
If four times means, 4x2=8 So its 8 times..
If its five times means, 5x2=10 So its 10 times...
So next time dun cut ler k... You bad luck let me see till you cut I'm sorry...
Shell end here...

Baby I love you but I'm sorry must teach you a lesson I really sorry...
Baby I Love You...

Stressed again...

Hey everyone I'm back...
Today I also won't post about school cos is all the same...
Okay I really dun know wad to talk about...
Well that feeling is coming back again it is... I really wish it won't come back ):
Haiiz... Wad did I do to get this... I'm scared she will leave me because of my stress again... Haiiz I'm sorry if I get crazy and really sad...
I dun wan to drag you down with me I really don't... I wish I can find a way to make myself happy...
Baby I also saw your blog I read untill something saying that you happy I don't need happy and you say is not but to me it is I dun mind you being happy when I'm sad cos I love to see you happy...
AND ITS FAIR BABY ITS FAIR...

Well shell end here...

Baby I love so much I really do pls take care k...
Just now you said that I was sad I said no but I am lying to you I am sorry Baby I really am...
Baby I Love You...

Is Life worth it?

Hi back again...
Today not going post about school cos lazy...
Well gonna ask something...
Is life worth it for me?...
To wad I think no, Cos I really going crazy lost some friends and making her do things I wan....
I feel so bad ): haiiz...
Baby I love you so much but wad can I do for you wad?...
Now my handphone still at Mr Vik there fucking teacher...
So bored I now of days I have that feeling of being lonely le haiiz...
I dun know why am I feeling lonely I just hate that feeling so much...
This few days lots of bad things have been happening to me... Why is god so unfair to me!!!...
WHY!?...
I this few days so tired cos I very very late sleep then early wake up...
So tired... I just wish I can close my eyes and never open again ever again...

Now I wish ppl would say I have changed to a better person I hope...
I wan to be more mature I wan to think better and not do stupid things anymore pls give me the chanse to change god pls...

The world is so unfair... Why?...
Why am I doing all the things for her?... Because I love her so much... But I just dun know now she do a not...

I really love you alot I wan you take care of yourself in case I do not open my eyes again... But is still good you can spend more time with your friends... And your Lao Da will take care of you I know...

I am sorry for doing all this things... That stress is coming back again I dun wan it to come back again I don't...

I will change to be a good boy from now on... I will never be the last time me anymore...
Well I will end here...

The times I had with you was fun I really wish we can have this fun again...
Love you so much Baby...
I wish we will be more closer next time if I can survive till that time comes...
Bye all...

School Sux!

Okay ello everyone is me back again haiiz today school was okay but it still sux to the core...
Okay lets say wad happen today...
Morning 4.30 my father handphone alarm ring to wake me up see of alarm continue sleep... Then 5 grandpa came in room wake me up sian but never mind is okay wake up do my things then went for school...
K then reach school first susbject SCI boring always make teacher angry...
Then ENG teacher came in OMG she said she wan be our form teacher in sec3 FUCK!!!...
Then finish ENG jiu RECESS!!! Do those thing I every time do for recess but never eat only then went find Baby paly hahaha...
Next jiu CHI then I do work (I so good boy hor hahaha!!!)... Then jiu went comp lap hahah...
Next jiu MATH le sian I too tired sure sleep... Then wan sleep in class listen to Mr Chin talk talk talk then YES!!! Math finish then jiu went to canteen wait for Baby then went locker there cause wan find Baby then use handphone kana catch by Miss Eng FUCK HER!!! Jiu take my handphone sscold scold scold I almost wan beat her but luckly Mr Tan the P.E. teacher came out ask me relax then he went in Mr Vik jiu came out le FUCK die liao then finish scolding sit at suspention do reflaction then when finish Mr Vik see say 'okay fair enough' tmr you sit at suspention again and I will deal with you...
FUCK Mr Vik!!!... Then stay back with Baby then talk talk talk till 6 plus jiu went home le...
So now damn fucking mad cause no handphone...
Well shelll end here...

Baby I love you so much well tmr rmb come suspention see me at recess time k love you...
And pls faster think... K...?
Bye Love You Baby...

I really wan us be closer this way thats why I asked you to do this... Sorry...
Pls give me a ans by today... Thx Love You Baby... Forever and I Love You more then you Love Me...

Was Worth It...

Hey everyone I am back yest never post cos lazy and tired...
Well lets talk about yest first...
Morning woke up do the same thing I mostly do eat and play comp then afternoon went find Rong Hui and waited for baby to come then went slack and chit chat then went to Rong Hui house waited for him to cook for his little sister then after that saw Elson and his friend came so talk for a while then Elson asked baby this qus if she wan me join gang a not I think she said no so I did not see so I dun care then after that Rong Hui came down then we went to Woodlands Interchange to meet Wei Jie then I kiss baby and went to take mrt go orcherd (Dun know how spell) Then after that went there wanted see lion dance le then Jun Jie called me go down woodlands then I go nor then settle things then they ask me if I want out GLH then I say yes but i will still help Jun Jie as a friend then they beat me this and that they hit my head it hurts but is okay next jiu went back batok meet E Chong daddy then told him he say if I sick next day tell him I jiu say okay nor...
Then jiu went home sleep le...
Well maybe later got post so bye...
Shell end here...

Baby I did everything for you cos I really love you alot pls forgive me...

Hey all I'm back, continue to post...

I just want to say Mun Hui Baby I really love you alot because of you I am willing to let everything go and be good I really cannot lose you...
Baby I prey for you that time when I ton, I was tired but I still think of you...
I just want you to know how importen are you to me and how much I love you...
Baby pls don't leave me if you do I really don't know wad to do

My wish:
1: Last Long Long with you...
2: Bring you go out with me...
3: Make you happy everyday...
4: Tke care of you for the rest of my life...
5: Give you warm when you are around me...

This is all wad I wish I can do for you,
I promise I will take you out after exam I promise...

Well I think I will end here bye...

Baby I love you....

So tired!

Hey everyone I'm back posting so damn tired yest ton untill today 9 plus reach home never sleep...
Well lets see wad happen hmm...
Yest 9am woke up by father damn angry cos very tired...
Went bath then around 10 plus went out...
11 plus reach admirelty( dun know how spell) went to my mother's house
Waited till 12 plus went out eat then went to prey to my grade grade grandpa and grandma who I never see before this is the first time.
4 plus reach back mummy's house then follow mama to line dance see her dance...
Hahah... Mama dance the line dance so funny so cute =P hehehe...
then around 8 plus went to take mrt reach batok around 9 then waited for that fking E Chong<-My God Father, to come then went my house bath then came out to ton le...

Wad I did when we ton... hmmm...

11pm plus: play pool..
12pm plus: send my god father GF home
1am plus: slowly walk to Xiao Guay Ling
2am plus: sitting and play and listen song.. And see if can see that thing(.....)
Still 2 plus walk to Mac at batok interchange there..
3am plus: sit in Mac drink the dun know wad drink and is raining..
4am plus: sit under blk wan die liao cos sleepy
5am plus: walk and went buy things eat and went under blk again and fell asleep for awhile then leg very cramp cos sit on the chair not nice...
6am plus: went buy things again and went under my house eat and sleep again but rainng even more heavy cold like dun know how say no cigg smoke... ):
Then 9 plus homed so happy but now still not sleeping even if I tired hahahah....
I miss my BaoBei Baby cannot see her but never mind her heart is with me...
Baby I love you ohh!!!

My life will be nothing with out you my Baby...
Pls dun leave me...

Hey Guys..

Hey all I just Started again Give it some time k Thx...!!