Why is everyone changing?

Hey everyone miss me? I guess not...
Well why is everyone changing?
Xanne she's changed...
Ling also...
Gareldine also...
I miss the fun times we had I wish all this won't have happen...
Mummy gareldine I long time no talk to her le I wonder how is she...
Ling jie also but at at least she got talk to me...
Xanne I'm not sure...
Is it because of me?
Maybe I should not have know Mummy and Xanne maybe I should not have been in this world...
Maybe they also think I'm bad?
Maybe they hate me because is me who coz all this...
I just want all of them to be happy again...
I would exchange my life for them to be tgt and happy...
I would rather die so I see Ling, Xanne and Mummy tgt again...
I just want to see then tgt happy thats all...
I wan go with them to sentosa again just for one last time and see them laugh and smile tgt...
I just wish they can see this now... And read it tgt...
God I want to exchange my happyness for them pls...

Ling pls be happy forever...
Xanne pls be pation with Ling...
Gareldine just want you to smile and not put on a fake smile...

I will try to put them tgt again...

I will bet on my life...
If I fail I want to cut and die...