Is Life worth it?

Hi back again...
Today not going post about school cos lazy...
Well gonna ask something...
Is life worth it for me?...
To wad I think no, Cos I really going crazy lost some friends and making her do things I wan....
I feel so bad ): haiiz...
Baby I love you so much but wad can I do for you wad?...
Now my handphone still at Mr Vik there fucking teacher...
So bored I now of days I have that feeling of being lonely le haiiz...
I dun know why am I feeling lonely I just hate that feeling so much...
This few days lots of bad things have been happening to me... Why is god so unfair to me!!!...
WHY!?...
I this few days so tired cos I very very late sleep then early wake up...
So tired... I just wish I can close my eyes and never open again ever again...

Now I wish ppl would say I have changed to a better person I hope...
I wan to be more mature I wan to think better and not do stupid things anymore pls give me the chanse to change god pls...

The world is so unfair... Why?...
Why am I doing all the things for her?... Because I love her so much... But I just dun know now she do a not...

I really love you alot I wan you take care of yourself in case I do not open my eyes again... But is still good you can spend more time with your friends... And your Lao Da will take care of you I know...

I am sorry for doing all this things... That stress is coming back again I dun wan it to come back again I don't...

I will change to be a good boy from now on... I will never be the last time me anymore...
Well I will end here...

The times I had with you was fun I really wish we can have this fun again...
Love you so much Baby...
I wish we will be more closer next time if I can survive till that time comes...
Bye all...