Is this really wad god wants?

Hey everybody back to post...
Well I have been reading someones blog...
I felt really sad...
Eeling Jie you've lost me last time just because of something and it hurts me and you...
But now we have each other again I don't want to lose you as a jie again anymore...
But I also don't want to see you break apart....
It hurts seeing you like this...
Last time Me, You, Xanne, and Mummy Geraldine were very happy then because of something got Me and You apart...
But after sometime we were back again but this time who broke apart was Mummy and Xanne....
Why must this happen?...
Well after so long I never talk to mummy I don't know why but last few weeks see her at school got talk to her but now no...
I just miss mummy when she give me that kind of look -.o ( Stupid Me )
Well I just miss all my fun times I had with everyone...
Why did I not keep all my friends well why...
Why must it wait till I lost everybody and become more mature to think and keep all my friends close WHY...?
Well now I just don't want see Ling apart or my other friends pls...
Why must god do this?...
Can't I take all the hurts while they take all the love?...
I rather see them all be happy then sad...
I'm already ready if I really can take all the hurt I will take it just for everyone but most for my most loved GirlFriend and Eeling Jie...
I really am ready...
Some nights I will cry when I think of Eeling Jie or my Baby...
I just don't know wad to do how to help...
I would just want to help them take all the bad things and they will take all the good things...
But I don't know how...
Well maybe is because of me everything tuurned out this way?...
Maybe its just all my fault?...
I should have been beaten to death in the first place why am I still here?...
Well sooner or later I will be gone from this world I will be the one helping them from now on taking the hurts and they taking the loves...
Well I will end here for now... Bye...

Eeling Jie pls be happy no matter wad okay...
I am always here... Pls don't fall apart...
Well Baby Mun Hui you saw my post pls don't feel bad or anything...
Don't ever cry for me is not worth it okay...
Just let me be gone...
I'm just afraid after today will there still be a tomorrow for me?...

Hi ppl

Hi all I'm back for a long time to post so long no post le arr...
Well I this few days cried again -.- stupid right?
Well I started to cry after I hear the song Hau Hau Ai Wo...
Cos when I hear I rmb all the good times I had last time and wad had happen to me now...
Well I really very sad no mood ahh... Well lets talk about today...
Today woke up around 12 plus see handphone Baby Girl Girl msged me then reply all my msg...
Then went on comp then went do all the things I need to do...
I did not went school arr haha...
so after that went use comp awhile then went eat...
Then msged msged msged...
Bored then play IMVU but still bored...
But then I made a new friend! hahah...
Then I ask her be my gan mei nor...
After that I chat with Eeling jie jie ask her want meet she say she going school take N level Math I said after that nor she said okay...
So I went bath then keep finding shirt...
Then finelly found then changed then waited for grandma to cook finish...
After awhile I went to eat...
Then when finish eating go pack my things jiu went out le...
Went take mrt but alot ppl...
Then got one stop got one guy come in the mrt he knock untill my hat then I look up I saw the guy he tall tall one then he tap my shoulder and said something I did not hear because listening to song...
But I think he said "Sorry boy" so I smiled and said is okay, then I went to msg again...
Then when reached woodlands I called Eeling she said wait under the blk so I went nor, Waited...
Then she came down then we went circle green slack it was fun we listen songs, Played, Joked and laughed then we slack untill 10 plus Eeling went find Qian Hui then I went home nor...
Then on the way I fight we Baby Girl Girl so yeah dun feel like talking about it...
But now I forgive her le...
Well shell end here bye...

Baby girl girl I really am angry just now but I still forgave you because I Love You...
I'm sorry about just now okay sorry...
I Love You Baby...
I Love You more then you think...

Wad is love can anyone tell me once again?
Why is this happening to me?
I'm hopeless now...

hello peeps!

Hi everyone is me back again...
Now I am in school the computer lap now free time so good hahah...
Well now I am like nothing to do...
I now miss Baby Girl Girl so much )':
Well today Mr Chin never come school if not my mood sure not happy one...
I am thinking about some thing now but don't know wad is it so if I know le I will come post..
Well shell end here maybe later will have second post bye...

Baby Girl Girl I miss you wish can faster see you after school
Lots of love bye bye muackxx...
13 More Days. (:

Baby Happy Birthday!!!

Hey Baby this is for you...
Today is you birthday I wanted you to have fun but in the end no body came out...
I'm really sorry I know coming out with me is boring I am just so bad...
Cos is your birthday and I cannot do anything...
I'm a bad boyfriend I know...
Well just want say happy birthday Baby I love you...
Wish you will always stay happy and most of all save...
Pls take care even if I am taking care of you...
I want you to be save cos I love you and I dun wan see you hurt...
Baby I don't mind getting hurt for you so don't worry about me ohh... (:
Baby you are the best girlfriend really I wish you were here everyday with me...
Even if you are not here you are still in my heart even if I angry, sad, moody or happy you are still in my heart...
Baby you are the best thing god ever gave me in my life...
You cared for me even if you don't show it I know in your heart...
You are the one I need really...
I love you...
Well shell end here...

Baby I love you so much I don't want you get hurt...
I have never love someone so deep in my life...
I have never done so many things that is hrad for me in my life...
And all I did was for you...
Baby all I wan say is I Love You...

NO MOOD!!!

Hey everyone back again last few days lazy post...
Wah this few days so unlucky sia!!...
Ever since I sick till now I so bad luck...
Wan me tell you wad happen?!...
1st morning wake up do all the things I always do then i spike hair...
Then went school morning already kana Mr Vik catch my hair then nvm leh after exam Mr Chin ask some of us to stay back because of hair long FUCK SIA!!!
Then Mr Chin say wad my hair too long need cut fuck sia that time just cut leh...
Mr Vik only catch I spike hair then he say Mr Vik ask me cut hair FUCK SIA!!!
Then nvm nor after school went CWP my Tu Zi keep pain sia fuck then head keep pain then no energy fuck then cannot sit and walk propely sia...
Then now I fucking fed up sia I fucking no mood sia now I tell you something...
Tmr I dun need go school cos I dun wan I dun care...
Mr Chin wan me cut hair wait long long....
Well shell end here...

Hi everyone...

Hi guys I'm back again wanted to post yest but I was damn sick lie on bed no energy to get up...
then wan eat cannot swollow dun know why then at night go see doc he said I have upper resp tract infection if you don't know wads that just come ask me... Then my temp wad 39.4 my whole body was I dun know how to say then I also got headache was damn pain so after seeing doc I went home eat but very hard swollow then only eat 6 to 7 spoon then eat my med call Baby jiu go sleep le...
Well shell end here...

Baby sorry to make you worry for me yest k but now I'm feeling abit better...
And yest thx for being with me really thx (:
Well gtg I Love You bye...

Baby Girl Girl and Dear Boy Boy One Month...

Hi everyone back...
Well going to say about today hmmm...
Woke up 7 plus see handphone msg and reply then rmb is me and Baby one month...
Then see her msg say the father dun let her go out... >.< I so sad...
The things I plan all ruin... Haiiz...
Then nvm nor... Then 9 plus msg Baby cos 7 plus went back sleep...
Reply then stay home play comp Then my tu zi tong so went toilet then went dun know how many times... ( Pain Pain...)
Then 11 plus went out with papa go out eat I never eat then go buy cigg and return CD jiu went home bath...
Then went play pool with papa and gan daddy Benny... Then lose one pay but in the end share share...
Then next went with daddy go Yishun go see his girlfriend and the friend then walk walk around...
Then jiu 7 plus walk go take bus then call Baby chat chat... Jiu reach home le...
Ohh ya and in bus I keep ask Baby say ' Wo Ne Ni Neh Neh' hahah... Laugh-Die-Mii... (:
So cute nah Baby...
Well Nothing to say le ending here...

Baby today our one month I so happy and I know all I plan the things was ruin but is okay...
Baby I promise I will be with you all the way k till we are old and die together...
And maybe we can have a family when we grow up? Hahahaxx...
Going to merry you ohh... =P
Baby we will last forever..
And I won't let anyone hurt you I promise...

Baby Love will always be with us don't worry I won't break with you even if your father don't let us be together...
Nothing will break us apart...

Baby I Love You so much...♥
Lots of kisses...♥
Lots of hugx...♥
Lots of loves...♥