Tmr Exam Good Luck to me!

Hi everyone I dun know wad to post so I will just post this...
Well tmr Exam le stress cos is chinese sure fail one haiiz...
well good luck to everyone doing exam...
Shell end here...

So Fucked up...

Hi everyone back...
Today SUX!!!
I kana cane... Fuck all because of my so called Erzi the caring boy... Fuck him upside down...
I sure beat him one nor if I dun beat him I not call Shaun...
Sa bo me some more nor sa bo see how you die after I beat you see you still dare sa bo...
After cane butt first time not pain then after that slowly like niddle poke like that sia sharp pain...
then never mind...
I waited for Mr Vik for 4 hour plus sia fuck!
Then after that Miss soloment call him and he fucking hell said let me go...
FUCK I WAIT FOR HIM SO LONG NOW THEN SAY FUCK!!!....
Then went gate find Baby then fatch her go cwp then only left me and mei mei...
I hungry then go eat... Eat finish then go walk around then went home...
I am still so fucked up now...!
Nothing to post le bye...

Baby I'm sorry today cannot pei you... Promise tmr I try pei you...
I am sorry Baby ILoveYou...

Tired...

Hi all back...
I am so tired dun even know wad to post...
Well all I know is I had fun with Mun Hui today it was so fun hahaha...
she now know my papa and mummy le... hehehe... (:
Well end here bah sorry if post too short cos too tired...
Bye...

Baby hope we can have this much fun again...
ILoveYou Baby...

Ling Jie Jie cheer up!

Hi ppl back hahah post this for jie jie...
Jie I know you very sad and stress but pls cheer up rmb I will always be here...
Rmb last time me and you were very close hahahxx I had fun going out with you last time...
I wish we will go out tgt again soon but you say that your mama say you dun wan study go back malaysia...
I last time in mrt you msg me say you going back malaysia I cried... ):
I really don't wan you go back I really don't if you go back wad will happen to me you are my only family i loved pls don't... ):
But jie I want you to be happy for yourself not for me k? Pls?...
Even if we don't really talk now of days but I still think of you as my close jie...
I really feel so stupid to think about last time...
But I have change I know how to think liao I have become mature really...
I have become a good boy you know I really wish you see me change to the good not to the bad...
Jie everything can be solved even the badess of times...
And there will be light even in the darkess of times and I am your light so I will be here to cheer you up and make you happy again k jie?...
Pls forgive me for wad ever I did last time...
And for Xanne I don't know how to help her le... ( I'm hope less)
Well jie pls cheer up and be happy k bye...
Shell end here...

Jie no matter wad your didi will always be here k... (:
Smile... (:

Everyone found thier own road...

Hi everyone...
Well nothing to say today cos forgot everything...
Well just wan say everyone I know found a life...
Wad about me?...
Have I?...
The ans is no...
Wad am I suppose to do wad?...
Is there someone to help me is there I'm so dumb... Useless haiiz...
I wan to change no matter wad I dun wan be like last time Pai Kia...
All the things I did in the past was wrong so wrong I regratted...
Mr Vik is trying to help me I am glad... Thx everyone who has been by my side but from now on I will find the path myself...
I will do everything myself from now on...
No helps I will be good and strong if I can from now on...
Well shell end here bye...

Baby I will treat you well from now on...
I won't make you sad because of me okay?...
Well Sim Wan Shaun Dylon Marcus must be strong oh...

私は自分自身を利用しています... Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...

Hi everyone I'm back all I want to say is...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...
Watashi wa jibun jishin o riyō shite imasu...

Means I hate myself...
I am so useless... Can't do anything right...):
Forgive me bye shell end here...

赤ちゃんは私申し訳ありません...
Akachan wa watashi mōshiwake arimasen...

Just msg your father pls...

Hi everyone back haiiz so bored...
Today went school do all the same things again haiiz...
And Baby father did not see the letter haiiz...
Ask Baby msg her father she scared this scared that haiiz...
Now I very fan about something...
Well I that time ask Baby wan ton with me and daddy on sat, She said she wan but she did not told me she going out on sunday with Lao Da to sentosa haiiz...
I so fan I told mei mei she said that Baby go with me better cos is I ask first then I told her say but I dun wan I scared later Lao Da say things...
Haiiz... I dun wan because of me spoil all of them the friendship...
Haiiz... I don't know wad to do...
So should I ask Baby to come and ton?
AHHHHH!!! I don't know nah... ):
Shell end here bye...

Baby don't worry about me just let me be...
ILoveYou Baby...

Baby One last little post for you... And is the last...

Baby... I dun know if you know this but I love you so much I wan you to be with me for the rest of my life ohh... Hahaha hope you know how much I love you...
Baby I know I have been a little pervert some times cos I watch porn this and that but I'm sorry...
I grow up I really wan marry you I am not joking...

Before I know you.
Before I even talk to you or msg you I have been like where some ppl call it Pai Kia or as in gangster I did all those things I knew it was wrong but I still do it...
Then ever since I knew youis like things changed my life start to get more meaning full and I start to fall for you ever since the day I told you about something was going to happen to me and you cried... I saw how much you care for me and I knew I would be stupid to not have you in my life...
Then ever since I wanted you to be with me...
After she broke with me the malay girl I felt so sad but you were always here for me to make me smile...
When I asked you to be my girlfriend I felt so happy cos I loved you so much....
But that one week holiday if you still rmb things grow better...
You went out with me and saw Elson and he asked you if you wan me be in a gang you said no after that my life changed...
I got beaten up but it was worth it cos I said I dun wan join gang already and I did it all for you...
I wan you to know how much I love you... Thats why...
Ever since I told myself I wanted to change to be good and I tried my best...
But even now I still act abit like one Pai Kia like that I have changed...
All thx to you my Baby... I will never forget who changed my life...
And I cherish you all my life...
Baby dun ever leave me understan... Hahaha...
But I am still a pervert little boy...
SORRY...!!!
Baby I love you...

Pls tell your fathter...

Hi all back again...
Today school was okay for me...
Morning Music = Sing... And play...
Sci = Sleep cos tired like hell...
Recess = Eat then went find Baby plsy....
Art = Draw put hanna on hand. Put = Shaun and Shon...
Then waited for Baby end school cos I end first...
Meet Baby liao walk and chit chat wah... Alot of ppl see me call me Pai Kia... FUCK!....
Nvm then chit chat again then went home hahaha...
So sian sia dun know wad to do...
You know I love Baby so much neh she so cute hahahah...
And YiXin stalk me keep take my photo... Wan make albam... -.-
Saw all my pic then eeeeyer got one like gay... -.-
Nvm hahahah then say wad wan burn then put in CD I think... Wah sian...
Nvm now wan go talk to Baby le bye bye...

Baby I had so much fun time with you in school this few days...
Baby hope you tell your father soon and wish you can ton this sat with me and my daddy yours too nah...
Well Baby ILoveYou...

Love her so much...

 Hi everyone...
Well gonna start posting when I woke up...
Morning 4.30 wake up so tired off the alarm went back sleep then my grandpq came in ask me wake up...
then do all my things then went school...
Morning as normal do my ava...
then after that sci... but other teacher come in...
The teacher took the whole time till recess so happy...
He told us about his last time story... Wah last time he Pai Kia sia hahahah!!!...
Then recess time kana cake WTF they play then come make me...
Smelly sia the cake...!
Then went play with Baby...
After recess jiu MT le sleep all the way even if is LC I still sleep hahahah... Smart right?
After MT jiu math sian sia boring like hell almost sleep cos too tired...
Then end school le!!... Waited for Baby then she went to her class where thomas and friends the teacher class to end sian... then waited ohhh.... end le then slack slack jiu go home le wish she tell her father haiiz love her so much...


One day ask her marry me hahahah!!!... (:
Bye end here...

Love you so much Baby grow up marry me hor...
Hahahah... Love you...

I'm Sorry...

Baby I just want to say this Baby I sorry for wad I told you in msn that made you cry I'm sorry...
Pls forgive me... I said all those is for your own good but maybe I should have just shut up I'm sorry...
I'm so useless Baby I will cry and sad with you...
I will hate myself...
Last time all the things I did for you was worth it now I know how much I love you I hope you know too...
Baby I'm sorry...
I now crying don't feel like posting le... And maybe I tmr never go school see first bah...
If I see Baby I sure sad and maybe cry but maybe no... But sure sad...
Well going end here bye...

My Last Msg...

Pls don't leave me Baby I'm sorry...

Hi ppl going off soon...

Hi everyone back not going post so long cos need off comp liao...
Just now Baby called me cried, I so sad haiiz Baby I only wan tell you say I Love You I will always be with you no matter wad happens k...
Baby if can I wan you to live with me forever really no joke I love you so much I just can't see you sad it will hurt me alot...
Baby I now tell you k you lose water I lose Blood... K?
I really dun wan see you cry and sad if you do I pei sad okays...
Baby I will never let anyone hurt you I will take care of you...
Baby I will end here k sorry bye I love you...

Baby I love you so much pls dun be sad k?...
I will always be here...
Loves your Boii Boii...

I wan take her home..!!

Hi everyone is me I'm back...
Haiiz my Baby wan run home then I scared my Ah gong Ah ma dun wan let but my father sure no prob hahaha... But baby run home also bad time cos she wan run on tuesday wad de fuck later like very hard to make things so tmr better hahahah but is okay nah...
I asked my father if can bring my friend home then let her stay few days he say "wad friend" I told him my friend my girlfriend he say "when" I said I dun know maybe only then he say "she come liao then say" I diao... -.- hahaha...
Haiiz last time I dun wan Baby run but now is like I wan her to run more! -.- Cos every time see her like that I will heart pain haiiz... Then if she really come HOO RAYY!!! Me go work earn money help her wash shirt this and that let her get to know my father grandpa grandma and my brother then one big happy family hahahah... I know I lame nah hahahah....
But in my house still have to follow rules okay! hahahah...
If you stay at my house no shouting here and there allowed okay! hahaha...
Then eat when my grandpa tells you too... Listen to my family can le...
And if I go out you wan follow also can ohh... hehehe...
Wah wish Baby can live with me! Everyday can see her dun need see her sad this and that hahahah...
Love Baby so much!!

About my HandPhone.
Wah fucking Mr Chin still dun wan give back my HandPhone say need my father go down if he call my father he sure kana scolding from my papa one so better watch out Mr Chin...

Well shell end here bye all...

Baby if you really stay with me I won't let you get hurt from now on...
I will take care of you from now on too Baby...
My life is full of Love now from you thx Baby for all this...
BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!....

See my feelings!

Hi everyone I'm back...
Wanted say I won't post about school today...
Well Baby I just want say, You cut around four to five times right?...
So...,
If four times means, 4x2=8 So its 8 times..
If its five times means, 5x2=10 So its 10 times...
So next time dun cut ler k... You bad luck let me see till you cut I'm sorry...
Shell end here...

Baby I love you but I'm sorry must teach you a lesson I really sorry...
Baby I Love You...

Stressed again...

Hey everyone I'm back...
Today I also won't post about school cos is all the same...
Okay I really dun know wad to talk about...
Well that feeling is coming back again it is... I really wish it won't come back ):
Haiiz... Wad did I do to get this... I'm scared she will leave me because of my stress again... Haiiz I'm sorry if I get crazy and really sad...
I dun wan to drag you down with me I really don't... I wish I can find a way to make myself happy...
Baby I also saw your blog I read untill something saying that you happy I don't need happy and you say is not but to me it is I dun mind you being happy when I'm sad cos I love to see you happy...
AND ITS FAIR BABY ITS FAIR...

Well shell end here...

Baby I love so much I really do pls take care k...
Just now you said that I was sad I said no but I am lying to you I am sorry Baby I really am...
Baby I Love You...

Is Life worth it?

Hi back again...
Today not going post about school cos lazy...
Well gonna ask something...
Is life worth it for me?...
To wad I think no, Cos I really going crazy lost some friends and making her do things I wan....
I feel so bad ): haiiz...
Baby I love you so much but wad can I do for you wad?...
Now my handphone still at Mr Vik there fucking teacher...
So bored I now of days I have that feeling of being lonely le haiiz...
I dun know why am I feeling lonely I just hate that feeling so much...
This few days lots of bad things have been happening to me... Why is god so unfair to me!!!...
WHY!?...
I this few days so tired cos I very very late sleep then early wake up...
So tired... I just wish I can close my eyes and never open again ever again...

Now I wish ppl would say I have changed to a better person I hope...
I wan to be more mature I wan to think better and not do stupid things anymore pls give me the chanse to change god pls...

The world is so unfair... Why?...
Why am I doing all the things for her?... Because I love her so much... But I just dun know now she do a not...

I really love you alot I wan you take care of yourself in case I do not open my eyes again... But is still good you can spend more time with your friends... And your Lao Da will take care of you I know...

I am sorry for doing all this things... That stress is coming back again I dun wan it to come back again I don't...

I will change to be a good boy from now on... I will never be the last time me anymore...
Well I will end here...

The times I had with you was fun I really wish we can have this fun again...
Love you so much Baby...
I wish we will be more closer next time if I can survive till that time comes...
Bye all...

School Sux!

Okay ello everyone is me back again haiiz today school was okay but it still sux to the core...
Okay lets say wad happen today...
Morning 4.30 my father handphone alarm ring to wake me up see of alarm continue sleep... Then 5 grandpa came in room wake me up sian but never mind is okay wake up do my things then went for school...
K then reach school first susbject SCI boring always make teacher angry...
Then ENG teacher came in OMG she said she wan be our form teacher in sec3 FUCK!!!...
Then finish ENG jiu RECESS!!! Do those thing I every time do for recess but never eat only then went find Baby paly hahaha...
Next jiu CHI then I do work (I so good boy hor hahaha!!!)... Then jiu went comp lap hahah...
Next jiu MATH le sian I too tired sure sleep... Then wan sleep in class listen to Mr Chin talk talk talk then YES!!! Math finish then jiu went to canteen wait for Baby then went locker there cause wan find Baby then use handphone kana catch by Miss Eng FUCK HER!!! Jiu take my handphone sscold scold scold I almost wan beat her but luckly Mr Tan the P.E. teacher came out ask me relax then he went in Mr Vik jiu came out le FUCK die liao then finish scolding sit at suspention do reflaction then when finish Mr Vik see say 'okay fair enough' tmr you sit at suspention again and I will deal with you...
FUCK Mr Vik!!!... Then stay back with Baby then talk talk talk till 6 plus jiu went home le...
So now damn fucking mad cause no handphone...
Well shelll end here...

Baby I love you so much well tmr rmb come suspention see me at recess time k love you...
And pls faster think... K...?
Bye Love You Baby...

I really wan us be closer this way thats why I asked you to do this... Sorry...
Pls give me a ans by today... Thx Love You Baby... Forever and I Love You more then you Love Me...

Was Worth It...

Hey everyone I am back yest never post cos lazy and tired...
Well lets talk about yest first...
Morning woke up do the same thing I mostly do eat and play comp then afternoon went find Rong Hui and waited for baby to come then went slack and chit chat then went to Rong Hui house waited for him to cook for his little sister then after that saw Elson and his friend came so talk for a while then Elson asked baby this qus if she wan me join gang a not I think she said no so I did not see so I dun care then after that Rong Hui came down then we went to Woodlands Interchange to meet Wei Jie then I kiss baby and went to take mrt go orcherd (Dun know how spell) Then after that went there wanted see lion dance le then Jun Jie called me go down woodlands then I go nor then settle things then they ask me if I want out GLH then I say yes but i will still help Jun Jie as a friend then they beat me this and that they hit my head it hurts but is okay next jiu went back batok meet E Chong daddy then told him he say if I sick next day tell him I jiu say okay nor...
Then jiu went home sleep le...
Well maybe later got post so bye...
Shell end here...

Baby I did everything for you cos I really love you alot pls forgive me...

Hey all I'm back, continue to post...

I just want to say Mun Hui Baby I really love you alot because of you I am willing to let everything go and be good I really cannot lose you...
Baby I prey for you that time when I ton, I was tired but I still think of you...
I just want you to know how importen are you to me and how much I love you...
Baby pls don't leave me if you do I really don't know wad to do

My wish:
1: Last Long Long with you...
2: Bring you go out with me...
3: Make you happy everyday...
4: Tke care of you for the rest of my life...
5: Give you warm when you are around me...

This is all wad I wish I can do for you,
I promise I will take you out after exam I promise...

Well I think I will end here bye...

Baby I love you....

So tired!

Hey everyone I'm back posting so damn tired yest ton untill today 9 plus reach home never sleep...
Well lets see wad happen hmm...
Yest 9am woke up by father damn angry cos very tired...
Went bath then around 10 plus went out...
11 plus reach admirelty( dun know how spell) went to my mother's house
Waited till 12 plus went out eat then went to prey to my grade grade grandpa and grandma who I never see before this is the first time.
4 plus reach back mummy's house then follow mama to line dance see her dance...
Hahah... Mama dance the line dance so funny so cute =P hehehe...
then around 8 plus went to take mrt reach batok around 9 then waited for that fking E Chong<-My God Father, to come then went my house bath then came out to ton le...

Wad I did when we ton... hmmm...

11pm plus: play pool..
12pm plus: send my god father GF home
1am plus: slowly walk to Xiao Guay Ling
2am plus: sitting and play and listen song.. And see if can see that thing(.....)
Still 2 plus walk to Mac at batok interchange there..
3am plus: sit in Mac drink the dun know wad drink and is raining..
4am plus: sit under blk wan die liao cos sleepy
5am plus: walk and went buy things eat and went under blk again and fell asleep for awhile then leg very cramp cos sit on the chair not nice...
6am plus: went buy things again and went under my house eat and sleep again but rainng even more heavy cold like dun know how say no cigg smoke... ):
Then 9 plus homed so happy but now still not sleeping even if I tired hahahah....
I miss my BaoBei Baby cannot see her but never mind her heart is with me...
Baby I love you ohh!!!

My life will be nothing with out you my Baby...
Pls dun leave me...

Hey Guys..

Hey all I just Started again Give it some time k Thx...!!